Bobby Valentino- Tell me Lyfe Jennings- Must be nice David Banner- Play Lloyd Banks feat. Avant- Karma Memphis Bleek feat. Donell Jones- i wanna love you Rozwell- Only wanna be with you Goo Goo Dolls- Black Balloon
August and everything after... just came back from a brief night out, went out with joe, aileen, jean, july, carlo and migs, just had a few beers and some food, damn filipino food! so fattening but so good! i must be getting really old cuz its only 12:30 and i'm already home, i swear, a couple of years ago 2 or 3 would be early, but now i'm an old man.. ha..ha..
why August and everything and after you might ask? well for the few who read this that is :), well, i guess that's when my life really has a new beginning, had a general meeting with the company last thursday and my boss announced that she hopes to kick me out of here by August to Jakarta.. hearing that made me both sad and happy at the same time, i know i've never been able to call this place home but in a sense its grown on me, i have good friends here, my family is here and life is good here, but at the same time i'm looking forward to leaving and just leaving everything behind and totally starting new, what happened with cel and i really had a great impact on me and i just feel getting out of here will really help me move on, i won't lie and say that i don't miss her or that i'm not hurting cuz i am, its hard being strong inside especially since now i realize that she was living a lie with me for the last few months of our relationship thinking she loved me when she really loved someone else and couldn't tell me or herself that she did, and me living a lie believing that we were meant to be and that i actually had a future with her... but that's the past now, and i feel going to jakarta and being busy trying to make the company grow and flourish there will really help me move on and put things in the past.. i hate leaving my family and friends though especially since i'm really close with my family and friends down here, i seriously wouldn't have minded staying here if there was someone or a reason for me to stay here but now that there isn't it makes things a whole lot easier.. guna be tough, but if i can be strong through this than i'm sure jakarta will be a breeze...
last words...
playoffs start baby! forget the L-east, the west is where its at! so many good matchups, can't wait! the kanye west album is dope! and the usher is pretty damn good too! oh yeah, August and everything after is also the title of the Counting Crows first album, for me the only album that really mattered..peace everyone!
Because of you? man.. how many remakes can you have of keith martin's "because of you" in one country? i swear, there are like 1000 local artists that have their own version, okay not a 1000 thats a little too much, but it sure feels that way though! everytime the radio is turned on here at the office there isn't a day i don't hear that song, i don't even know who's singing anymore cuz there are so many versions!
sunshine and carlo came over last night and we just chilled in my room with mike's new dog, it looks like a shitzu but is bigger and smarter, forgot what its called but its pretty cool, we just got a few beers and talked about our team and football, basically that's all we ever talk about.. oh well, always a good time though
not much else going on, i am tired though, i think the lack of sleep for the past two weeks is starting to catch up to me as i'm starting a cough and i have no energy during the day.. sucks.. really have to get some quality sleep cuz once i do i'm sure i'll feel fine cuz i've been exercising and working out everyday so i feel good about everything else, its just the energy factor...
last words..
BARRY BONDS! he's an animal! 661 homers! oh yeah the playoffs start next week, finally the real nba season begins! a big thank you to the few people who read this! i'm shocked! thanks tin and alisha!
