Bobby Valentino- Tell me Lyfe Jennings- Must be nice David Banner- Play Lloyd Banks feat. Avant- Karma Memphis Bleek feat. Donell Jones- i wanna love you Rozwell- Only wanna be with you Goo Goo Dolls- Black Balloon
katie maybe these past few entries have been a little too heavy so i'm guna keep it light for awhile..
katie came over today and she's so cute! she's 10 months but looks more like she's a year and a couple of months, she's so fat and so funny! i swear she is one of the smartest babies i've ever met and i ain't being bias cuz she's my niece, she really is smart... i love it now cuz she's so responsive and so friendly, well when she wants to be, she showed off today when i got home from work, her nanny told her to dance for me so she did! she can almost stand on her own, so her nanny held her on the hips while she wiggled and moved her arms while smiling, it was so funny! and she still doesn't have a full head of hair yet so it makes her look even cutier! it sucks thought cuz i barely see her, i only see her for an hour or less on thursday and then a for dinner on sundays.. oh well, she's so damn cute!
that's it, just wanted to share on how cute my niece is...have a good weekend everyone!
Magic inlay its 2:40 pm and i'm at office and not doing anything, its one of those very very slow days, we are processing data and information and that won't be done till tonight so things are really slow as of now, and so for the past few hours i've been playing this game on the computer called magic inlay, quite a ridiculous game but strangely addicting, one of those puzzle games, kind of like tetris.. basically just waiting for the day to be over so i can go home and chill, well actually i got practice later tonight so forget about resting..
went out last night to check out my big bro's gig at this bar, nice place, good music but the crowd was kind of dead, quite a few attractive women though which is always a plus...
i'm getting this gut feeling that i have no chance with this girl and find myself asking why did i even ask her? oh well, like i said got nothing to lose and at least i tried, i guess we'll see what happens next week... man i hope something good happens, pls. God! :)
not much else to say, just fighting boredom and sleep as of the moment, i wish i had a tv at the office cuz i'm totally missing all the games.. Go Heat!
last words...
read jay's blog and it certainly seems that work has got the best of us, in my mind though, i work real hard now, make some money save that money, and then enjoy that money when i get older, cuz money and work are useless if your not happy..
thanks to everyone for the comments and keeping it real, peace!
Scary world of dating why does dating and getting to know people have to be so difficult and unnatural, well at least for me that is... never been one to date or ask girls for a date or two, too scared of the rejection and too shy.. i've always been the type to just sit back and see what happens but i think i'm getting to old for that now and i think i really gotta make more of an effort to meet new people..
took a big step in the stairs of dating just today, finally got enough courage, balls and guts to text this girl that was a classmate of mine in college, really sweet, nice, and not to mention beautiful as well! never thought i'd have a chance with her cuz this girl seriously seems like she's out of my league, its like me guarding shaq in the post, or going head to head with warren sapp, or trying to strike out barry bonds, or being the goalie against david beckham.. well i think that should illustrate my point clear enough, anyway, aileen just told me to go for it and ask her and i thought, "hell the worst thing she could say is no and all i'd have to do is crawl into a hole and die, that's not that big of a deal i guess" so i swallowed my pride and texted her and asked her if she'd like to get some coffee or catch a movie when she's free, and to my surprise she didn't say no out right, she said that she's guna be in boracay this weekend (so lucky!) and would text me when she gets back to tell me when she's free... i guess that's a good sign, but what if she forgets to text me or if she's just saying that in order to save me from committing hara kiri? i know i know, i'm paranoid, its just that i want to get to know this girl more, i don't expect anything and i know i'm not ready for another relationship and i know she isn't either cuz the same thing that happened to me happened to her, i just think it would be great to know her better.. oh well...
i hope things go well and if they don't then i guess i just gotta go up to the plate and keep swinging right?
last words...
playoffs! damn lakers! why do they always have to win close games? anyway, playoffs are in full swing, my bets? Twolves or the Lakers out of the west and Pistons or the Pacers out of the west, of course the west will win the championship!
wish me luck cuz like i said this girl is way out of my league..
