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gambling... i've never been the adventerous (i really don't know if i spelled that right)type infact i've always been safe and calculated, perhaps another term for that is boring.. anyway, to continue with this post, went to clark during the weekend for a company planning session and outing and so after all the planning was done i tagged along with three other account officers to the casino in clark.. being the safe and boring type of person, this was actually my first time to step foot in a casino as a customer as the last time i was in a casino i was merely a sophomore in high school that had to pass through the millions and millions of slot machines found in the lobby of the MGM grand in Vegas.. anyway.. being the stingy person i am i tried my luck or lack thereof at the slots.. spent about P300 on tokens and P100 for entrance and only won about P100 from the slots, so in turn for the night i lost P300, not bad cuz i was really just planning to spend that much and see what would happen.. amazing places these casinos, the bright lights, the sounds, the deceptive way they steal your money.. i saw a couple of people just parked on their seats pushing buttons on the slot machines, they were probably there since the morning.. its amazing to me how people can just waste their money at a chance to get more money.. their is a saying that if you want to walk out of a casino a millionaire you have to walk in a billionaire which i think is true, though some people may win big i guarantee that they've lost even bigger.. its sad how so many people get trapped in the compulsion of gambling and betting all just because they want more money... sad..
but i guess there are some people that are just born to take risks and chances and are willing to lose big to win big.. i guess life is the same in that sense, its only from losing or failure that you realize how to win or succeed.. i guess i took a chance a couple of years back and it ended up being the biggest mistake in my life, something that i'm sure i'll regret for the rest of my life because i wasted four years of time, effort, and love on someone who turned out to be not even worth a single tear.. its been almost a year now and things are still new sometimes, but the future is beautiful, i'm sure of that!
