Bobby Valentino- Tell me Lyfe Jennings- Must be nice David Banner- Play Lloyd Banks feat. Avant- Karma Memphis Bleek feat. Donell Jones- i wanna love you Rozwell- Only wanna be with you Goo Goo Dolls- Black Balloon
sleepless... was just looking at my good friend rina's blog and i too am experiencing the same problem that she is, namely insomnia.. i guess my insomnia stems from the previous entry in this blog, that being restless, always thinking, worrying.. granted my brain is quite small so the very few thoughts i have occupy the entire space.. regardless.. i find myself not sleeping well.. i mean i sleep but i'm always waking up in the middle of the night, tossing, turning, and having bad dreams and i really don't know why.. its not that i'm not tired, on the contrary i'm exhausted from a day full of meetings that sometimes last the entire day, but when i get to my bed i still find it hard to sleep.. so rins i think i too am an insomniac in a some sort of way..
what have i done to remedy this problem? well every night before i go to sleep i try and give myself sometime for meditation, funny as it may sound its freaking hard to do, even just to clear your mind for 15 minutes, but i try, i'm guna start trying harder starting today.. i have too!
patience... whoever said patience is a virtue was a damn ganyus! it just seems like these days i need it more than ever.. i wanna do so many things, accomplish so many things, maybe i'm just ambitious but its like i can't keep still or have my mind stay calm cuz i'm always wanting more, wanting to achieve something, wanting to accomplish my goals.. but i know i gotta be patient, nothing in life is instant and if it is its truly a blessing.. i guess when you get to our age there's no turning back and there's so much to look forward to that you don't wanna be left behind, you don't get left behind in the backseat while you see other people driving getting to where they wanna be.. sometimes thats how i feel, i see all my friends, starting businesses, starting families and sometimes i feel like i'm just getting left behind...
